Truth

Where's the wisdom
of seeking the truth
bringing peace
along with happiness
making this bloody world
less demonic
sounds nice, yet
what if the quest
made us change
in the name of
true protest

Murals

Wounds of war
invisible
not anymore
they're on walls
of shelters
in alleys
hands with heart
are painting
the colors of mind
once wandered in foreign lands
Murals on walls
are the pictures
of those hurt souls

A tale of the original sin by Satan

A dark twin comes with its trickery

the Serpent deployed

for Eve and Adam

“The apple looks heavenly

fear not, just a bite

No harm I guarantee”

Curiosity and bravery

in the pursuit of freedom

just like our fool couple

their sin

got them down...literally

since those fools

lovers have fallen the same trap

“you two want to be happy

then set each other free

blow with the wind

flow with the rivers

look, you really are free

yet alone and unhappy

now, think

because it is your bloody gift

why are you on this journey?

To find your other part, soul mate, the one

to sleep with

for the rest of your life

here's the trick

I created

Adam and Eve were happy

but wanted to be free

just to taste the unknown

betrayal was not towards Him

they betrayed their bond

fell down

parted away

lived alone

God gave humans love

the unique power in this universe

that drifts one from one corner

to another to bless the waves and rains

that makes them special

that I can't feel

only with love

they have a noble heart

without it

they are just like me”

and Satan finished his story

with the apple in his claws

laughed and declared

“the fruit has ever and will always

belong to me

lovers do not need it

as they have each other”

Fate

a twisted
sense of humor
Fate has
she granted happiness
only for a few days
now wants to
take it away
put oceans and borders
between my love
and his gal
dream of tasting his kiss
is far away
this bloody bleak air
I breathe
feels like my early grave
without his safe embrace

Blade

I was broken
my heart was sealed
out of the blue
You appeared
in my gray sky
as if the Sun
gives life to the Earth
you broke my walls
with your joy
showed me
there's still hope
even in bleak times
to stay strong
I was afraid
for the Fate
would twist its blade
in my scars
to bleed
happiness you gave
drop by drop away
you're in Holly Land
maybe alone, maybe not
I'm on this bloody island
on my own
life is passing by
in this open prison
you were my savior
from across the pond
held my hand
told me to hold you
to not drift away
though you had
deeper scars
and yet
had the strength
to save me
even when you were bleeding
so, why is this happening
is my question
to God
for I truly believed
that this time
I was loved

Chikido

tiny little rose bud
is a fragile
yet strong rose now
hope her strength
grows through storms
gives her petals
the brightest colors of all

Cryptic

a star from Heaven
a chain out of
Summer sea pearls
are no substitute for
that kiss in the morning
like such a tender embrace
I was blessed
that night

Shelter

My eyes get stuck
on that poster hanging on the wall
it feels like if I came closer
the mountains would pull me in
through an invisible hole
I'd feel like there was no matter
around and in me
pure energy with
the wings of my spirit
love and longing for
my eternal shelter
big and strong
just like these mighty mountains
I'd find myself
in this serene piece of nature
its cold weather felt warmer
than the coldness of his silence
suddenly they'd open
their snowy white arms
to embrace me
for they knew I was broken
lost and all alone
without my beloved shelter

The Road

It's long

wide

naked

peaceful and quiet

with strips of flames

to salute the Sun

at the crack of dawn

the best friend of

lovers and travelers

for this piece of thread

of the net on land

makes them say

"Thank God,

I'm on way home"

Valentine's and Clocks

I want to stop all clocks
on Valentine's
if they stop ticking
another second
of missing you
won't steal my life time
'cause my dream is
hearing clocks' ticking
as I lie down
right next to you

The Awakening

nightly winter wind
blew her cold breath
upon my face
like a friendly slap
got me into her whirl of
hitting, punching, shaking thoughts
threw me up in the air
higher and higher
then I hit the ground
I was like what the fuck?
the shock got me into rapture
WOW! I said
obviously needed that
laughed at the irony
in my story
all these times
busted my nice ass
for the truth
begged for love's sake
see it just a bit
turned out that
I was the blindfolded one
for the man of frames
was waiting
for my late awakening

The Flag on My Castle

Oh you beautiful man
The husband, the father
My lover in my bed
Bloody war took you away
Left me homeless, hopeless
Our kids keep asking
“Where’s dad gone?”
I say “far away for a long time”
You were my castle
Safe and secure
Heavenly peace
I found in your kiss
From now on I’ll live for
Only one moment
The day I meet you
On the other side
To be embraced one more time

Promise

a broken promise

for a brighter tomorrow

is a dagger made of ice

it freezes life in the heart

to prolong the killing of the soul

with every day passing by

the light coming from the beacon of hope

fades away in the dark

the poor soul with her head down

gives herself in darkness

she feels some warmth

from her bleeding heart

waiting for the end

on the road leading to her twilight

Vampire

A scene in slow motion

a girl’s running fast

time stops for a second

she falls down on pieces of glass

cut her hand

her blood comes out

a drop of life

thick and red

oh no, I screamed silently

there’s a vampire before me

the moment blood appears

she gets her wildest face

freaked out, thirsty for my blood

please, I begged, don’t wanna be like you

as I’m in fetal position

strangely enough, she’s that fallen girl

in my clothes

after a second of hesitation

she leaves her prey alive

gets the hell out of my sight



I woke up and checked daylight

phew, it was a dream

like a movie scene

at night, the rapture triggered my anger

the lights started spinning around

inhale, exhale, calm down, no way

slapped myself, banged my head

“stupid, stupid, stupid” I said

“all I wanted was your trust”

an image struck me

the vampire in my clothes

was staring at me

ready to attack my neck

to suck all my love away

“Oh God, please help

She was me

My anger eats me alive”

I let the vampire go

as contrary to movies

Vampires kill lovers

New Year

fireworks above the towers
bright colors of flowers
are warming the cold winter night
for welcoming the new year
eyes are closed
hands are together
to make a wish
for a change
or a chance
to live happily ever after