Baby

It's another empty night
Just shed some tears
All suppressed feelings
Reared their ugly heads
Maybe they are only real
Ugliness is only a defence
As we fear
That our past
 Would carry all that pain
Out into today
Then all of a sudden
All that effort
Put to build a new life
Would seem like nothing
Just another illusion
To keep ourselves going

Do you know what's the hardest part
I need you a lot
To tell about every single
Tiny little detail
Like I saw a couple
Kissing at the bus stop
Couldn't even look at them
For they reminded me of
How much I pine for you

Only God knows
Having no desire or urge
To have somebody
Cause cannot erase the feeling of
Betraying you
While everybody keeps telling me
"You live in a big city,
Lots of fish in the sea"
Stupid, miserable people say
Yet they don't know
How strong my love is
Even surprises myself
At times like this
Honorable indeed
As ain't no interests held
Pure and heavenly
As if it's our baby