Anger

I called you "a beautiful mind"
Saw you as a man of soul
Deep, warm, and sensitive
In your spirit
Believed your words
Trusted your strength
Turned out I was wrong
The love of my life
Was only an illusion
Just like your stuff
Amazing on the screen
Yet in reality
Only a big nothing
Your delusions of grandeur
Unable to fill
This ever-going nothingness
For you have no conscience
Anger in you
Became my shadow
As the corpse of
A pathetic love

Thanksgiving

Feeling lonely again
Time to hit the roads
Leading towards
Wide green plains
And mighty mountains
Under the starry sky
Warm weather by day
Chill wind at night
That's the beauty of
Camping outside
I close my eyes
Listen to all sounds
Run away from my demons
A true gratitude
Toward God arises
For the love given me
Knowing my other half
Loves me secretly

Various blues

Once my heart was confused
Out of the blue
Got rid of my blue
My mind turned sky blue
Precious camaraderie
Won its battle over evil
For a true blue heart
Loves its companions
As the beautiful combinations
Of imperfections