Fate

a twisted
sense of humor
Fate has
she granted happiness
only for a few days
now wants to
take it away
put oceans and borders
between my love
and his gal
dream of tasting his kiss
is far away
this bloody bleak air
I breathe
feels like my early grave
without his safe embrace

Blade

I was broken
my heart was sealed
out of the blue
You appeared
in my gray sky
as if the Sun
gives life to the Earth
you broke my walls
with your joy
showed me
there's still hope
even in bleak times
to stay strong
I was afraid
for the Fate
would twist its blade
in my scars
to bleed
happiness you gave
drop by drop away
you're in Holly Land
maybe alone, maybe not
I'm on this bloody island
on my own
life is passing by
in this open prison
you were my savior
from across the pond
held my hand
told me to hold you
to not drift away
though you had
deeper scars
and yet
had the strength
to save me
even when you were bleeding
so, why is this happening
is my question
to God
for I truly believed
that this time
I was loved